Goodnight thank you

Author's note: I dedicate this to everyone who's been by my side.

I'm not ready to go to bed yet

its something I'll probably regret

but I cannot sleep without saying

that I appreciate your being

here with me throughout my journey

and standing by when I worry

I can’t thank you enough

For encouraging me to be tough

In times of despair

Your kind words and prayer

I’m grateful to you

For everything that you do

An anniversary free-write

I'm listening to "Waste" by Foster The People. It's 5:43pm. It's gloomy outside, but since it's dark one can't tell the difference. I'm still not used to the time change. I miss summer already. The good news is, this month makes 1 year of the Creative Corner; that makes me smile. I feel this blog has brought many people here, and created new friendships along the way. I am incredibly grateful to EVERYONE who's been reading this blog, and for allowing me to express my creativity with you. This year was filled with surprises, disappointments, life changes, self-reflection, and overall fun. I love to write.

Lately on Twitter, I've received comments of how this blog inspires people. That means the world to me, because that was always my goal. I write in a way that's not only creative, but personal. I do this to give a voice to those who aren't able to express themselves. I believe in inspiration, and feel sharing inspiration is a great way to bring people together. If this blog brought people together, then I accomplished my goal. It's not easy to be completely honest about yourself when there's an audience of strangers reading your inner thoughts. There's always risks involved, but I've been blessed not to receive any hate mail or disrespectful commentary. In fact, the response has been positive and beautiful. I'm proud of myself for this accomplishment, and for keeping it real.

I should note that all the pictures used on this blog is my own. I love photography and although I'm no professional, I like to capture Life through my eyes. I take pictures at random, storing them on my computer or cell phone. I may not post them right away, but when I need something to visually show what I'm expressing they come in handy. I've become inspired by some of the pictures I took, and wrote stories and poetry based on them. An example, "The Road" poem was inspired by its accompanying picture, a street aligned with trees and a jeep driving ahead. I truly believe inspiration can come from anywhere, anything, or anyone.

So what's next for my creative corner? I'll let inspiration make that determination. I look forward to the next road I follow, continue to be one with the sun, create my own love story, cry tears of joy, and have good weekends ahead. Overall, continue being happy.

Traveling in thought

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Went for a drive today

Not much to think about

Just watched the sun glow

There was nothing to say

So many streets

I used to play on

Reminisced the good times

The best friend, an icon

Missed the way we used to talk

Popping gum, jump double dutch

Doing homework, not so much

Neighborhood has changed

Many moved away

I’m left behind

Still hoping for those days

To relive the moment

When things were simple

No problems, no judgment
The drive was long

I looked out the window

Trees are still colorful

Autumn’s presence felt

Through me

A moment heartfelt

My moment of truth

I went to the doctor today to get the MRI results of my hip. Before consultation, I needed to have an X-ray done so the doctor can compare those results with  the MRI. Luckily, the X-ray was done in no time and my doctor had those results quickly.

So, what's the verdict? It is official, Dara needs surgery.

When I heard the doctor tell me the grim news, I wasn't surprised. He explained what it is I have, the surgical procedure, and brought in a resident to explain the pre-operation test. The surgery is scheduled for next month. While in the examination room, I stared out the window with mixed emotions. I'm relieved to know that this 2 year nightmare will end, and there's a chance I'll walk well again. That made me smile. However, the fact I'm going under the knife scares me. Although the surgery itself is outpatient, it's something I've never experienced. For some reason that evoked sad emotion out of me.

I'm grateful to my doctor and the hospital staff for all their help. This was long overdue, and I'm glad I will have some relief next year. However, I still feel scared.

My Haiku love story

(1) Love follows your path

Speak words softly to spirit

Tries to hide away

(2) Heart holds you inside

Daydreaming for that moment

Truth reveals itself 

(3) Foolish me perhaps

Loving you lights up my day

Your love, unknown chance

  

Author's note: I've decided to write three Haiku poems, together tells a love story.

Someday

Someday I will fly

Be one with the sky

Feeling carefree

Truly my intention

Air carries me

No set direction

Someday I will find

All that embodies Life

Nature would be so kind

Offering sunlight to dark

Places now peaceful

Calm and cheerful

Are the people

Who couldn’t foresee

What they are meant to be

Someday love will find

Me, You, and Us

Love with her boldness

Opens her arms wide

Those who hurt inside

Its power can’t be sold

Heal hearts turned cold

Someday Happiness will smile

Touches the heart and soul

Helps one to console

A friend or neighbor

We’re all in this together

Someday

No one will seek

The need to be unique

Having confidence alone

Accomplishes a milestone

Inner self would be appreciated

Love overshadows hatred

Someday we all will fly

Don’t be nervous or shy

We just need to try

To soar high in the sky

Watch my narration of this poem on my YouTube channel, DKirstene:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UCEbQDWy__A

The road continues

Author’s note: This is an extension to my original poem, The Road. 

Trees stand tall and limp

Hoping none will fall

Burst with colors galore

Wanting to see more

You don’t mind it’s cloudy

The air is mist

Taking in Nature’s beauty

You can’t resist

The road becomes narrow

Gas is low

No exit approach

God is your coach

Rain begins to pour

The road is no more

Fear begins to grow

Your voice is an echo

Making a right

Continue to drive along

Nothing’s in sight

Something must be wrong

Birds singing outside

Music to your ears

Road opens wide

Suddenly sun appears

The car slowly stops

You exhale

Experiencing another trail

Wipe away teardrops

Said by the Savior

Rest is promised

Feel no longer burdened

You’re calm and refocused

The road is now clear

Because God is always near

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.” Mathew 11:28