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Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Lingering thoughts, Wednesday blues

Looking at me is a billing statement
Another sigh, another payment
Thinking I finally gained control
Instead feel stuck in a hole
Want to be independent again
Need to be centered, find my zen
Cried today hearing from my dad
Hurts like hell knowing he’s sad
Illness still plagues his system
Hits the heart like a drum
Mom is hanging in there
Daily health issues so unfair
Helpless and frustrated
Why does life have to be complicated?
Growing tired of the madness
Promise to overcome this sadness
Someday there will be a U-turn
Leaving behind this ongoing pattern
Must remain strong on this journey
To the very best of my ability

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